4am

I get a new joy at work. I get to start @ 4:30 instead of 5 now. That means i get to get up at 4 instead of 4:30. Yay!

I like the early morning and all because it's peaceful and the roads are empty and the lights are all green. But i don't like the early morning .. because it's so close to the nighttime when im sleeping.

What does this have to do with anything important? i haven't figured that out yet. That's the part about blogging or journaling that i need to come up with. Why do i do it? Is this a project so i can look back on my thoughts later? Am i doing this to entertain people? hmmm....

So i definately think that im overcommitted this semester. Having 6 classes (4 @ Moorpark and 2 @ EBC) and my internship with the Rock is quite the pile. That doesn't include the 30 hours/week im at work or the flag football league im trying to start or helping with the planning for intramural sports @ Simi High. The thought that i'm leaving for PNG in 2 1/2 weeks hasn't set in yet either, but i know i have a TON to do for homework before i leave for that. Sleep has definitely taken a back seat to homework and working out and whatnot.

The cool thing is that im wanting to pray for things like strength and rest instead of less homework and more time to myself. I haven't felt completely wrecked yet which is a good thing. Normally after 2 days of 3-4 hours sleep im pretty out of it, especially when i wake up to go to work.

God,

you know my wants, and you know my Needs.
Please help me to be able to differentiate. Im terrible at that.

M