First time Jitters

I haven't done this before. Im not usually the one who goes and throws his thoughts into the world of cyberspace, or anywhere else for that matter. But im going to try. Not just so that i can have people read what i have to say. More so, i want to hear what other people think. 

About a thousand times a day, questions flood my mind. And most of them deal with life and why in the world it functions the way it does. Whether it's crazy California drivers, or why in the world people go to the gym every day and stay there until they're in pain....  Strange. 

I spent an afternoon and evening today sitting in front of a tv and eating. I know im an American now. I didn't even care which team won the superbowl, but my natural inclination was to pick a team and root for them because that's what everyone else was doing. Nothing wrong with that, but is there any better way i could spend my time. 

Lately i've been wondering why i can't do that same thing with my Bible, or my God. I have great resolutions, and i'm not saying im a complete failure. I just want SO MUCH to love my Creator and instead i find myself loving the TV and sleep and so much more that in the end will be burned up and worthless. 

How can i find the same love for my God that i have for the things that He created????

I know i just started this blog and so there's noone reading it, but that's ok. Maybe i just made this to read my own thoughts. We shall see. My prayer is that somehow, writing these things down will help me remember the challenges i give to myself. And maybe, someone will accidentally come across this and it might get them thinking too.